| Chewing |
[Apr. 16th, 2009|11:28 am] |
Chewing is my greatest pet peeve.
I seriously want to scream when I can hear people chewing.
Especially crunching on chips.
Its absolutely DISGUSTING.
I can hear the girl chomping on her goddamn bag of chips and I seriously want to kill her and throw up all over her body.
Learn manners people. Learn how to chew with your mouth closed. The first time, everytime. Now I have to leave because it's really making me sick.
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| Lately... |
[Apr. 7th, 2009|09:52 pm] |
Stuffs been going ok.
I like the new semester so far.
I'm loving the spring weather.
I love going home to drink wine with Alysha.
I love staying here & going out in the city.
I loved my ab class today, and the fact that I've been eating well.
I've been reconnecting with old friends and it's been really nice.
Life is going well. |
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| Trust |
[Apr. 3rd, 2009|03:08 pm] |
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These days, you can't trust anyone. I dont think I've trusted anyone completely since about the 7th or 8th grade.
Everyone comes and goes after that. It's so conisistent.
Everyone eventually leaves you, and if they do stay, they arent the same as when you first met them.
It's so easy when you're young. Friendships are all you have.
When you get older, people seem to always be on their toes, thinking someone is out to get them.
No one ever lets their guard down to let people in. It's every man for himself.
I'm sick of that nonsense. I'm sick of the games everyone plays.
It's ridiculous how people dance around what they really want, in fear of looking stupid or failure or something.
I'm sick of everyone having a complete lack of loyalty.
If it's not romantic betrayal, its often girls betraying other girls.
Everyone uses everyone to their personal benefit.
And those that are used are selfish to stay, because they care about themselves more than peacefully being by themselves. (not "alone")
Why can't people just treat other people the way they want to be treated?
Why does everyone have so many secrets?
Why is it so difficult for people to accept help,
or understand that the people who care about them are looking out for what's in their best interest?
And what the hell is with everyone's sense of pride these days?
Is this the way adult life is? Everyone growing more and more selfish as the years go on?
What happened to good old fashioned favors with nothing in return?
What happened to compromise? What happened to love?
Why don't people love themselves anymore?
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| I hope. |
[Mar. 28th, 2009|03:40 pm] |
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Spring term better seriously own. |
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| Spring Break! |
[Mar. 20th, 2009|05:30 am] |
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So I'm on spring break now for 10 days.
Thanks Drexel.
Theres a lot I want to do, a lot of people I want to see.
I'm going to check out the forecast because I want to walk on the beach at some point.
I'm going to Iron Moto tomorrow. Ballin.
I'm gonna update this more.
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| So many examssss |
[Mar. 13th, 2009|05:50 pm] |
I want it to be 90 degrees out and go to the beach and jump in the ocean.
Thanks. |
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| Pulling it all together |
[Mar. 1st, 2009|05:44 pm] |
I need to start caring about myself more.
I'm definitely not fat or even tubby,
I havent gained a pound in a year.
But I could easily start to gain weight with my lifestyle.
I need to start eating well and working out.
I need more energy to do better.
I need to stop going to bars on weeknights.
I need to study way more often than i do.
I have been doing pretty well in school suprisingly,
but I know I could get A's if I spent more time studying and less time partying/sleeping.
It's not even so much that i DONT have the time.
I just dont manage my time well enough.
I need that skill like asappp.
I'm not doing bad at all lately, I'm doing well.
But I could be doing excellent.
I could be doing much much better..
And that is what I'm going to strive for.
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| Lately |
[Feb. 21st, 2009|07:15 pm] |
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I have been kind of down.
Silly, klutzy things have been happening to me that have been beyond my control and just making me feel like I had bad luck all week.
But things have really turned up.
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| TODAY |
[Feb. 14th, 2009|01:01 pm] |
WAS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!
ANNNND its only ONE O CLOCK |
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| Fuck bio, Get Money. |
[Feb. 2nd, 2009|01:53 am] |
Kelly and I are pulling an all nighter to pass our bio exam.
We're closing out the library when they kick us out at 4.
Then back to the dorms then 8 am exam WOO. |
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| hey i still miss you =[ |
[Jan. 30th, 2009|03:20 am] |
"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it and I promise you
I promise that I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you?
That I'm in love with you?"
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream...
Daylight lift me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone
Alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven |
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| Havent updated in forever. |
[Jan. 19th, 2009|09:34 pm] |
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Jesus Christ.
I was at an 8 hour community service event that BLEW.
I enjoyed delivering coats to temple but i hated the diversity workshop thing afterward. It was just so redundant.
I got a text from Rory during the last hour telling me the news that Ken had passed away earlier this morning.
My heart sank. I wanted to cry but I had to sit through this Martin Luther King workshop shit for an hour.
I got through the workshop, came back to my dorm and it all hit me.
I havent seen Ken in a long while, I had heard from his brother and people his progress and the times he was in and out of the hospital.
I never thought anything would happen like this. I never thought he would die this young.
Although Ken and I were not the best of friends, I remember all of the times we would hang out. I remember the time I met him and how friendly he was. All the LUCKY FEW shows. I remember when Rach & I went to his house, and when we all would go to the CLD, or Dunks. Or when he played with the wars end that time or two.
I remember when I called him crying from the bathroom at Target when I worked there, and how he instantly returned my call telling me he couldnt just not answer a voicemail like that.. how he thought that all of his friend's drama to me was wrong.
Ken was such an awesome guy. He seriously was such a genuine nice person, and I never had anything bad to say about him the entire time I knew him. Which is rare if you know me.
So this is my entry dedicated to him.
My heart goes out to his family and girlfriend.
Rest in Peace Ox. =[
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| B. |
[Dec. 28th, 2008|10:34 pm] |
A quick bullet, a tough one to dodge
And no one ever does
It cuts fast and deep, keeps you from sleep
And you just have to let it bleed
I know the pain, it's all too familiar
If I could sing words to help you know I would
And they would end the pain
But you will have to let this make you stronger
It's difficult to overcome
The name of a ghost still dancing on our tongues
So bittersweet, these memories
I wish they could have taken me
You will struggle through tough times
And destroy all your fears
Don't let this win over you
Soon you will end the pain
And you will say that it did make you stronger
This is how you overcome
And we've all heard it sung
You really don't know what you got until it's gone
And then you want it back so much
Nobody ever warned you
Breathe in, take it in deep
Cross your heart, it's yours for you to keep
Wishful, I guess I never was
I am looking up now, death can't change us.
I will, stand alone
I will, learn from this, I will
I will, mourn the loss and I will be stronger
It is almost
1/1/09. =[
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| %#&^#&%^1 |
[Nov. 18th, 2008|01:57 am] |
omgomgomggggg
ohmygoddd.
you are so hot.
make out with me.
it just needs to happen.
p
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xoxoxox
--me. |
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| i hate |
[Oct. 27th, 2008|01:01 am] |
when i look at old pictures.
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| Ah Jeeez. |
[Oct. 24th, 2008|03:11 am] |
Yet another Thursday night at drexel.
I swear my weekends start on Thursdays.
Lots going on this weekend, Drex/NJ.
I miss a lot of my buds in NJ tho..
Big Les's Bday Saturday.
I miss my 2nd Daddy<3
Weekend Update comin so0o0n. |
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| I am. |
[Oct. 16th, 2008|12:42 am] |
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I am happy with my life right now. |
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| Weee. |
[Oct. 13th, 2008|11:56 pm] |
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Jess and I are new members of Delta Phi Epsilon! wo0o0o! Gonna be mad cool. I cant wait til Halloween. I love halloween. This weekend was pretty sweet. Spent a lot of it with Bob, whos the man. We went to a haunted hayride. Hahaha Deanna went too. And Kel Squatch and Nico. Cute.
I also recently hung out with an old friend and had a really good time...
The way things went were, shockingly interestingly neat.
<3 My Life.
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